Watched the movie again. It left me thinking. I am still satisfied with the acting especially the coy face of the actress and her emotions in the movie. I just cannot express it and wonder how she could portray such emotion. She is a real professional actress.
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Today I wore a mini skirt to a school. I kind of forgot that we were heading to the school as my mind was thinking and feeling that today is my OFF DAY!
When I arrived in the school. All the memories about teaching practice came back and I felt that I was once again a secondary school teacher.
'Don't judge the book by its cover.' 'The Inner beauty is the ...' I heard them saying their chorus speaking from outside.
The next thing I get was a rejection from the school simply because I carelessly forgot that I needed to come to the school first before going to Ikea. Kee Aun, thank you for helping me and stand by my side.
I was speechless and bit pissed off. I came to help the students but there was not even a thank you. No payment at all. That hours we could have done so many other things but we want to help the students that is why we feel happy to go. *DAMN POTONG STEAM* =.=
But, I tell myself it is ok. They judged me by the book cover is just human nature. Some more, I was at their territory. I know what I am doing and who I am. It is ok though I had to stay and 'hide' for most of the time to avoid letting the teacher coming back again to tell me to leave the school.
Most of all, I still enjoyed the trip all the way to the school and the hours spent with the student to help them out with their Chorus Speaking. Finger crossed - NO REGRET!
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I am just a sinner who is by God's grace I am saved and loved dearly. I still make mistakes. I still can't get up early to be a discipline good role model. Sometimes, I sinned accidentally - told some white lies before too - don't ask me why and when.
It is by God's grace my life is still good to go. Thank you God for Your faithfulness.
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I am very excited tomorrow I am going to work. Thank God for all He gives because He provides.
I moved house today. I screwed up things I feel. It happened because of some mistakes and some miscommunication. I regretted deeply. No one could understand the regrets I feel. Sorrow knocking my head and heart. Anxiety hits me deeply.
I never experience such silly mistake. I am always aware of what is going on. It is not pride but don't know why I made silly mistake like this. I deeply regret and no words but sorry to the people I cause trouble.
I hope that bad things happen for good. I hope God bless this mistake to be a double opportunity for better things.
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Thank you God for loving me and keep me awake. Thank you for the cross.
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Moving into new place. Very comfortable and the noise outside actually keep me feel more peaceful than my old place. The car moving makes me feel so alive and so safe. I just have to stand up and look out and I will see all my neighbour around me. I can't wait to experience my first night here.
MOST OF ALL, I GOT INTERNET CONNECTION HERE! YEAH!
I want to continue pray that God's presence fills this place and My 2010 resolution is bible reading and pray earnestly.
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I was looking back some old album in facebook. Those photos I took with my ex housemates and coursemates. It seems to be time has made it so long ago but the memories in my head are still fresh and sweet. I was wondering how are all my friends now.
This morning, I received a call from Ms. Weng. I received a bouquet of flowers for my birthday this morning. It was as only happen in movies but it was real. Thanks to Juayn for your kind and sincere thoughts of me and the generous gift.
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I coughed the whole night and the whole morning. I experienced a long period of cough. I don't know why but pray hard that I will recover soon. I have SIX types of medication to finish >.<
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Waiting for you to come home.
I have no words to comfort you over what happened.
Life goes on. I am here for you.
Tomorrow is my off day. Finally I have time to sit down to enjoy facebooking and blogging.
I still disagree with children using facebook and blogspots. My nephew as young as seven year old has facebook account - always active, msn chatroom and play online game for the whole afternoon right after finishing his homework. I still disagree. Their time should be filled with other activities such as reading, outdoor adventures, gardening, board games or even sleeping. Blogging and facebook are not bad but it is not healthy for children. They are not at the right state to use these network properly. I know it is easy to say hard to do but parents should really do something about it. Discipline and being strict are the key and consistent and integrity are the values to go with.
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My love one has come home finally. He came home with a tired face and defeated feet xD rot at the chair di.
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I want to acknowledge Kee Aun's father for being a hero of the week. He is more accurate than Google map, customized to cater to your need, more friendly than anyone I ever met and his network wave length is stronger than any P1 or Streamx.
Uncle Edwin found a real good deal of parking lots at wisma UOA. For those who need to go there for business meeting will know how does it feel when you pay the parking. The cold-blooded machine will show and announce the amount you have to pay and unwillingly you have to dig your pocket to pay. If your business meeting takes more than 5 or 6 hours, better bring more than RM20 with you or don't dream of getting out there.
Saviour is here! Unlce Edwin helps me to end my sorrow - He found a good deal of RM6 per entry. OOOOHH YEEEAAAAAH! Now, I can go there for meeting without have to worry about the parking. Can even to go 'kacau' the K*R*an xD
Thank you, Uncle! You are the world class GPSR.
As the number of student is increasing, I kind of worry that I cannot maintain the standard. The moment I know there is new student signs up, the echo of *Ka-ching kaching* (especially the voice of Ryan - dude, I miss you! xD) will come to my ears and my head.
But what I worry is I cannot manage the parents and still could not teach the students well. This is another challenge for me.
A new part time- full time teacher is coming. I hope this is a person God sends.
It is like another class in campus. The room is exactly like UM tutorial room even the chairs and the white board, worst than the tutorial room in Edu fac. I tell myself it is really a bored room, is meant to make someone bored xD
The tutor blah blah blah at the front. I learnt something new today. I praise God. I ask God for forgiveness as I cannot stop yawning and feeling bored when I was in the room.
Change one change three.
Waited there for an appointment that suddenly cancelled. Timetable went hire wired.
Worked in subway and suddenly Excel went crazy. Most of the data was gone.
It was a bad start but God turned it to be a blessed day. I thank God for that and pray that He will continue to provide. Amen.
eh eh eh, THURSDAY is coming! xD
