Greener grass

Is it the grass at the opposite is greener? I don't dare. No so called 'Testeron'.

I don't have a car.

I am angry at myself.

How are you?

Have I been forgotten?

It is holiday!!!

Holiday holiday holiday!

A week of new and extra sleeping hour.

Soldiers

It has been three and half months, near to four months, the military training has made me an army soldier to train a troupe soldiers.

My team mates and other fighters are putting in their best.

Some went down already.

I don't know

I am sick and tired.

Can't apply Godliness in life?

Unfair! Bias! Favouritism!

I am angry and very upset!

I don't want to be surrounded by these kind of people.

I will stay at home the whole day on Sunday.

My school life in my school. From assistant to class teacher within one and a half month. From marking books assistant to future vision planner. From just a new assistant, I am now one of the very important class and English teachers in the school.

Teaching primary is not as easy as some of my friends think. It requires you to be professional, patient, responsible, care about the main thing and also the details of ALL the things about your students and your profession.

A part from that, teaching is a profession and it is never an easy job.

My first field trip was to Mid Valley - the science exhibition.
My second field trip was jungle tracking at Ulu Langat, Cheras.


Ms. Thava (in black shirt) she is my helper for my class. She is a very helpful and understanding colleague. Grad from U tar PJ ;)


We entered the jungle and played water in the river :P *Sorry, our shoes actually dirty the water i think.. haha*

This is the main office downstairs of my school. We were so busy calling the parents that we have to pull the phone to other side to talk. xD





IF
If I go now, I will miss the children.
If I let go now, they will need to adapt to new changes again.
If I stop now, I can't see how far I can go.
I know I need a break and a rest.
There is always greener at the other side of the field.

Graduation

I took my robe. Walked around campus for almost the real last time. I walked around KPS, spent for my lunch and sneaks. Did it with purpose.

I walked to KPS Auditorium. Switcfoot's song stucked in my mind. 'Fragments' came to mind. We were given a chance to speak and direct too. I give thanks to God.

I walked to the V.C. block, looked at the V.C.'s photos for the last time. Standing at the audi door gave me more flash back than anything.



Next was Pekan Buku, shopped for stationary. Memories of my first week in UM came to my mind. Janice and I went there to look for good stationary for first day of class but we were so disappointed because of bad service and old goods. Anything with UM logo always looked so stupid but today I bought a very nice UM organizer. The stationary shop has ungraded themselves by being more organized, clean, tidy, and more good products.

I suddenly felt that my days had been yesterday.

I spent the whole afternoon reading in Pekan Buku. Trust me, they have more new good books compared to last time. It is cleaner now. I read and read the whole afternoon. Feeling so hungry for more knowledge.

I miss the time I go to class. I felt that I needed to study more. It is not based on impulse but it is a need calling me to go for further studies. It is not now. Commitment pulls me aside. I just felt the urge to study again. I must not loose the inspiration and motivation.

I see that I must ahead. My time is not out yet. It has just started ticking.