Suddenly I see

This is the first day I start to really analyse how to plot and plan worksheets for students. Kind of nervous actually. Honestly, I kind of worried. After watching and dancing with Lady Gaga's song. I felt that as if God's spirit and boldness had left me. It felt bad. It was as if I depend on myself now.

It is as if I am so lonely and left alone.

I suddenly feel weird. Why this kind of fear enter my spirit. I guess the key is not about her or her song. The key is regardless how I feel the promise of God will not leave me and when I pray in His name Jesus was here and is still here for me.

I miss 'him'. I hope he is home very very soon.

So, there was this stranger bumped into me and...

Today was indeed a day that I live by faith and God is so real and good. He led me through another day with blessing and his strong mighty presence. I love Jesus more and more. Believe in Him like never before every day. He is great almighty. Others have the same problems, maybe get the same blessing like I do but I sing and jump in joy because I know who is my Creator who protects me and hold my hands to walk with Him and I have His mighty protection all over me.

So, there was this stranger bumped into me. MPH book sales is at desa Park City! Exciting xD

So after work and dinner, I walked there to check out some good stuff. The whole irresistible books of Frank McCourt are selling hot there! With 20% off - Yes, even the 'Teacher Man'. It was out of stock for some time last year. The Time Traveller's Wife and the whole collection of Amy Tan's books are selling at a good price. I was so excited and I secretly wished Soon Chen, Janice and Kee Aun were there. I hold the books - Teacher Man and The Time Traveller's Wife - for more than 30 min and the mind was counting how much left in my pocket and bank to survive for another few more months. I had to put them back and looked around in case any big fans of these books suddenly come and grab them all.

Suddenly, there was this stranger, in black polo neck shirt, bumped into me from behind. The sudden shoulder rub made me nearly fall down. He got a shock and was so worried that I would fall - he hold my waist gently - Yes, as in the movie or the Bollywood movie - the hero hold the heroin's waist to save her from falling down xD That stranger was actually quite good looking - Pan Asia or Chindian kind of look - Tall and bit hairy - like George xD, he was very shy that he did not dare to look at me. His face was looking down all the time. I felt kind of shy too especially when he hold my waist xD

I put the books back and he quickly walked to other sides to look for other books. Maybe he was the big fan of Frank McCourt and Time Travellers wife and he got excited to find the books were right in front of him

Thinking back, it was kind of funny and sweet.


I wish 'he' was there. The fourth day 'he' is in Singapore. Miss his smell, his voice and his crazy singing. Miss to see him wearing his 'pants' at home xD It is like something missing without him at home to disturb and to be disturbed.

Every day is another sweet day with Jesus. Have Faith is the way and only we can put down our pride and be humble. God loves the humble.

:)

First Day

The first day he is away.

I start to miss him the moment I get out from my house. The warm sun light reminds that I still have to work.

I walk to house and miss his greeting and his charming voice. I preserve and hide my impatience in my pocket to wait for the last day to come then I will be hugging him and go shopping with him.

I can't believe that I have been driving myself to work for the third times.
Every day when I arrive at work, I praise God and I know that it is by God's grace I am placed there.

This is my new workplace. I pray that God bless me and my workplace.

My little Kancil and I made a lot of adventure together. We drove to many places and came back safely. I went to PJ, Mid Valley, work place and home safely.

Tomorrow is my first time driving to work alone. I pray that it will be a safe trip.

my ultimate goal is earn lots and lots and lots of money to pay my PTPTN loan, Educational loan n car loan, send home, rent, food, future...

Hebrews 13
Do not love money and be contented with what you have. The Lord will never leave you or forsake you. The Lord is my helper, and I will not fear what man will do unto me.

The Saviour is here!

There is a hope for scoliosis. A new discover believed that it is able to help scoliosis patients from the age of eight until seventy.

I am really excited and can't wait but to go to the clinic to start doing the treatment. However, I am not sure how much does it cost. The machines is longer and taller than my Kancil and to go on that machine the patient has to wear a full armour of the suits.

Is there any alternative treatment?

'Hao Ma bu chi hui tao cao'

Today, I feel like blogging in Mandarin. Though I never enjoy my schooling life in Chinese School, there is always something I respect about the system. I respect Chinese school that they discipline the students in the way that they will learn to at least respect people. Secondly, it is the idioms and proverbs we learn. Other than biblical truth, I find that there is central truth in Chinese idioms and proverbs. They are often short yet deep in meaning.

'Hao Ma bu chi hui tao cao'