Suddenly I see

This is the first day I start to really analyse how to plot and plan worksheets for students. Kind of nervous actually. Honestly, I kind of worried. After watching and dancing with Lady Gaga's song. I felt that as if God's spirit and boldness had left me. It felt bad. It was as if I depend on myself now.

It is as if I am so lonely and left alone.

I suddenly feel weird. Why this kind of fear enter my spirit. I guess the key is not about her or her song. The key is regardless how I feel the promise of God will not leave me and when I pray in His name Jesus was here and is still here for me.

I miss 'him'. I hope he is home very very soon.