Live above the line, poayling

I have no pictures for my first camp. No good memories for me. I avoided any cameras in the room. I was left behind. That was how I felt but I told myself. No one will make room for me unless myself.

As I reflect, I found that every time I got into something, I was thrown into a position where it needed me to straight away swim in the deep blue sea and still rock on. It is indeed kind of hard but I don't know why I am always in this kind of position.

I almost quite. Still having some kind of quitting attitude in me. I feel that my blog is boring because not many updates and pictures or interesting insight. I kind of lost my creativity to look for the next answer.

I need to live above the line. That is the echo in my mind and ears. I want to quite facebook n blog but I tell myself - live above the line.

I guess when I read back I will surprise myself again.

Merry Curriculum and motivating syllabus

In the midst of working, I think that I kind of like my new job. I want to work more and more for my new centre. I will be fully in charge of my centre in another 3 months. I pray hard that I can make decision and take all the responsibilities given.

I love teaching the children. They are so so adorable. Every session with them is just not enough. Each week I see them, they are growing more intelligent and adorable.

Looking at the syllabus, I have a good guidance and materials to teach children now. I love it! I like the programme and the books. It is something I have been looking for education. I believe in what I am doing but there is still some holding back. I still don't want to count the eggs before they hatch.

He will be back tomorrow. It was so difficult to count the days til he is back.