I am loosing my head now.

I tell myself I will never miss church again.

This morning I woke up with 'one kind' of feeling, my body was just not connected to my mind. I wanted to go to church so much but my body told me that she was too exhausted to get up for me to church.

The trouble doubled up I was told to drive to church myself.

My body continued to lay down to rest for awhile... Without realizing, I fell asleep.

I found myself woke up at 11.56am.

I felt regret the whole day after that. Regretted that I did not insist to go with them to church and I hated my body was so weak.