Psalm 3 Reformation

Reformation is a change of mindset, mentality, paradigm and etc.

Reformation of spirit is removing dryness, deadness, renew faith and hope in God.

Pastor Ong Sek Leang

'The people will wander through the land, discouraged and hungry. In their hungry and their anger they will curse their king and their God. They may look up to the sky or start at the ground, but they will see nothing but trouble and darkness, terrifying darkness into which they are being driven.' Isaiah 8:21-22

This speaks about the nature of human. I, for one, will feel angry and frustrated and see nothing but trouble when things happen. I will even start cursing people.

Psalm 2 First time

First time experience to count as reformation:

cleaning service

temporary house mate and maid

door lock spoils and hardly get into my own house

holding full responsibility in educating other people's children

giving out name card to be called 'Instructor'

to be praised as the child has improvement in studies

live without salary for almost quarter of the month

talk without feeling intimidated and ' pai seh'

Psalm 1

There is no good or bad decision. Life is about a new thing after another new thing.

Comfortable secure is not secure at all.

Success is not equal to work. Success is letting God live through you.

Senior Pastor Ong Sek Leang

Fountain - where is it?

Many exploration of myself and growing relationship with the people around me.

Time passes so fast that I could not have time to release my thoughts in my post.

This is the most dry season I have ever encountered. I did not know why and still do not know why.

I cried while driving as I miss those days walking closely with God.

Where is the problem? I am still searching but I know that God still loves me regardless how I feel.

I enjoy teaching and I like my job. I enjoy that every moment of my life is used for the good of my company and for my students. I am always busy with something which keep me alive.

I see conflicts in myself and complications. Where has simplicity gone to?

I wish I will not need to sleep or rest so that I will finish ALL my things in hand then take a big rest but I know that this just cannot be happening.